Salam 3alaikum ya banaat,
This is a little off the topic of marriage but it is something that I'm dealing with now.
I have and have had a very strong belief in Islam that, alhamdulillah, has never faltered since the day I converted to Islam.
However the last few months I am having difficulty keeping up with all of the things that I use to do to actually practice my religion. MashaAllah I use to pray my sunnah prayers and fast regularly and constantly be reading and learning about Islam but lately my motivation seems to be getting less and it is really scaring me because I don't want to become the kind of person who talks the talk but doesn't walk the walk.
I feel like my iman (belief) is strong, I feel so convicted that Islam is the right way, but practice has become... harder.
It started when I moved back in with my parents a few months ago (who are not muslim). Alhamdulillah it is a little better since I got married, but I still feel that I am not up to my own standards.
I think it is a test, and maybe everyone goes through this at some point, but it scares me and I want to do better inshaAllah.
Do you have any advice? What are good steps to help correct this problem? Anyone else having/had this problem?